Work
Undergoing draining training now for about 4 weeks already.
Some honeymoon! There's an internal assessment to be passed every other day, there's always a CMFAs module to be passed every single week, and there's this looming threat in getting kicked out if we don't pass both the internal assessments and CMFAs modules by 3 tries.
The holy ones are already taking action against Matt, that poor guy. Reli hope the holy ones will offer him something else instead of kicking him out of the company...he's got a wife and children to feed.
So far so good...passed 3 modules out of the 6 CMFAs modules over the past 3 weeks...3 more to cramp by 2 weeks...not to mention, there're 3 more retests to be taken...*pengz* Next week's Mortgage week and I hate mortgage though it's gona be my bread and butter, tea and coffee.
Sigh.
I asked for it. But it's for the better! haha................................................
Friends
One thing good about training is the friends I made...Sarah is one memorable one. Damn farni, tht girl. Damn smart cuz it takes a lot of brains to be as witty like her. But no...she made "wit" look ez and natural to "do", like breathing, eating, shitting, sleeping............
So's Serene. I knew she's very sharp and intelligent. I just didn't noe she's THAT sharp and intelligent. Both Sarah and I have been referring to her assessments for better answers and I tell u, she's a walking answer sheet.
I wish I was like the 2 of them.
Wished I can converse more intelligently, be more understood, be clearer in my foggy mind, be more shrewd.
There are times I just want to blame someone, some thing, some event, some god-noes-wat for this lack of ability to speak audibly. I stammer, I slur, I speak too fast, too lor-soh, so much so even surrounding close ppl are not listening anymore. Was it cuz that bitch of a teacher kept slapping and punishing me for being talkative in class? Or does it boil down to those miserable genes? Some of my cousins have short tongues. I didnt measure mine. What r the measures of not only conversing well with another human being, but engage him and bring across ur POV? A longer tongue?
Then again, do I even have POVs? Ha...been day dreaming, no, stoning, most of the time. Nope, I have no comments on the war in the Middle East. Wish them well though. Nope, unlike Sarah, I havent thought of what to do with my hair and what cutting is flattering for my figure for my ROM dress either. No, I care, just didnt think about it yet.
Speaking of which....
Love
ROM. STILL haven't fixed a date. STILL haven't chosen my dress. STILL haven't booked any bloody venue to hold the solumnisation at.
Have booked a slot for ROM dress fitting though. This Sat, 730pm. Mom, yao and yao's melissa and chow will be going. Sarah wanted to go, but she's gotta mug for her M6 coming up next week.....she even asked if it's possible to postpone it. Welllll...tough luck my dear.
Chow's been trying to work out these days. From the bottom of my heart, I thank god for his efforts...call me ungrateful, selfish, whatever u want, BUT I'm sure he can do better than that...I can't see tht shadow of abs he claimed to have developed after pilates...his arms are fine but he's been building more bulk there, I duno why. And at the rate he's eating.................
Im exasperated. Poked fun at him, made negative comments, all these against my conscience but hoped to pull him out of this unhealthy lifestyle...I noe he's trying...he took up pilates, that's for one...but he wont cut back on his intake. Felt very very very bad commenting about his growing waistline and not acknowledge his efforts, cuz I was like that when we first met and he NEVER pushed me in losing weight. Work did. *FYI, I was the same size as he was 2 years ago, 10 kg lighter*. Then again, a 25 year old should never have a 50 year old beer belly and double chin. NEVER.
I don't noe wat to do with him. He kept quiet when we talk about it. I'm hurting his feelings, but I reli don't noe what to do with him...help.
Sing
Name: Deanna the Witch
Age: 22+
School: Hogwarts School of Magic
[[ The Wishlist ]]
New wand!
Lockart's new spell book
Murder the potions master
New broom
Get into the school's qudditch team
Get a New Job!
Work
Undergoing draining training now for about 4 weeks already.
Some honeymoon! There's an internal assessment to be passed every other day, there's always a CMFAs module to be passed every single week, and there's this looming threat in getting kicked out if we don't pass both the internal assessments and CMFAs modules by 3 tries.
The holy ones are already taking action against Matt, that poor guy. Reli hope the holy ones will offer him something else instead of kicking him out of the company...he's got a wife and children to feed.
So far so good...passed 3 modules out of the 6 CMFAs modules over the past 3 weeks...3 more to cramp by 2 weeks...not to mention, there're 3 more retests to be taken...*pengz* Next week's Mortgage week and I hate mortgage though it's gona be my bread and butter, tea and coffee.
Sigh.
I asked for it. But it's for the better! haha................................................
Friends
One thing good about training is the friends I made...Sarah is one memorable one. Damn farni, tht girl. Damn smart cuz it takes a lot of brains to be as witty like her. But no...she made "wit" look ez and natural to "do", like breathing, eating, shitting, sleeping............
So's Serene. I knew she's very sharp and intelligent. I just didn't noe she's THAT sharp and intelligent. Both Sarah and I have been referring to her assessments for better answers and I tell u, she's a walking answer sheet.
I wish I was like the 2 of them.
Wished I can converse more intelligently, be more understood, be clearer in my foggy mind, be more shrewd.
There are times I just want to blame someone, some thing, some event, some god-noes-wat for this lack of ability to speak audibly. I stammer, I slur, I speak too fast, too lor-soh, so much so even surrounding close ppl are not listening anymore. Was it cuz that bitch of a teacher kept slapping and punishing me for being talkative in class? Or does it boil down to those miserable genes? Some of my cousins have short tongues. I didnt measure mine. What r the measures of not only conversing well with another human being, but engage him and bring across ur POV? A longer tongue?
Then again, do I even have POVs? Ha...been day dreaming, no, stoning, most of the time. Nope, I have no comments on the war in the Middle East. Wish them well though. Nope, unlike Sarah, I havent thought of what to do with my hair and what cutting is flattering for my figure for my ROM dress either. No, I care, just didnt think about it yet.
Speaking of which....
Love
ROM. STILL haven't fixed a date. STILL haven't chosen my dress. STILL haven't booked any bloody venue to hold the solumnisation at.
Have booked a slot for ROM dress fitting though. This Sat, 730pm. Mom, yao and yao's melissa and chow will be going. Sarah wanted to go, but she's gotta mug for her M6 coming up next week.....she even asked if it's possible to postpone it. Welllll...tough luck my dear.
Chow's been trying to work out these days. From the bottom of my heart, I thank god for his efforts...call me ungrateful, selfish, whatever u want, BUT I'm sure he can do better than that...I can't see tht shadow of abs he claimed to have developed after pilates...his arms are fine but he's been building more bulk there, I duno why. And at the rate he's eating.................
Im exasperated. Poked fun at him, made negative comments, all these against my conscience but hoped to pull him out of this unhealthy lifestyle...I noe he's trying...he took up pilates, that's for one...but he wont cut back on his intake. Felt very very very bad commenting about his growing waistline and not acknowledge his efforts, cuz I was like that when we first met and he NEVER pushed me in losing weight. Work did. *FYI, I was the same size as he was 2 years ago, 10 kg lighter*. Then again, a 25 year old should never have a 50 year old beer belly and double chin. NEVER.
I don't noe wat to do with him. He kept quiet when we talk about it. I'm hurting his feelings, but I reli don't noe what to do with him...help.
Sing